Someday can be a trap. Because someday never comes. I'm pretty sure some smart person said that before this....if not....now a smart person has said it. Tee Hee.
What is it with human nature that makes it so hard go after things....or is it just me. I can find all kinds of hurdles that can seem to be "insurmountable" Why? What has become so hard to for me to believe in myself.
In some respects, I think I've let the breast cancer be both the reason to be challenged....but also at the same time, it's become the "can't" Part of that stems from the fact that it's still been pretty recent and there are times that energy just goes...I want to do so much. I think about starting to get up earlier, exercising and then having quiet time. But then...the energy isn't there to sustain that kind of activity. So it has to be in little steps. For me, that's hard. But if I want to find a bright side -- and really why not? -- maybe I have a better shot at maintaining the changes. Perhaps that's part of the lesson that needs to be learned.
I think it was Paul who said something along the line of why do I do the things I loath and don't do the things I love.....or something close to that.
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